There have been many times, looking back in my life, I've stood in my own way. Damming up my own flowing river. I've fought the Universe. Fought God. Overstayed my visa making once familiar lands suddenly foreign. A dam can be a powerful thing, creating enough energy to light up entire cities. But then again, if your needing to light something up, you must be in a very dark place. I certainly have been in those dark places. Til the levee broke.
My life now is full of abundance. One thing about the absence of flow, is the furry of its return. When you allow and embrace the flow of energy back into your life it takes all forms. Debt is erased. Pockets are full. Bellies are satiated. Hearts full of love and breasts full of milk. Wombs flow in anticipation of new life. Inner peace reminiscent of a Buddhist teaching permeates your being. The elusive intangibles Joy, Wisdom and Compassion show up on your doorstep. It will inevitably someday ebb but for now I'm riding the current in search of my own oceanic panacea.